Do you remember how you felt on that first day of school in that one outfit you picked out? The way it made you feel. The confidence that ran through your body that made you shine. That feeling that no one can stop you no matter what! What ever happened to that?
What happened after that one day? It seems like everyone just lost it at day two. When it should be nothing like that. We all should keep that confidence with us all the time. It's a true and pure feeling that many people over time lose and they can miss out on things.
I should know; I'm one of them. For years now I've been living behind a mask, just pretending that i was above confident. It look a big punch in the face to knock me off that horse and make me take a good look at myself and see I'm nothing more then afraid of my own shadow.
Now unlike most people I'm heading down a road to change that for good. A find that part of me that made me feel like that on one of many of my first days of school. I'm bringing that part of me back for good. Along with the other sides of myself that I'm hiding from. And I will succeed in everything that I do!!
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Sea Monkeys...=)
Sea monkeys!! Ever have them?? It's like in some weird way your almost playing God. I mean think about it...you create a world so pure...so innocent; and then you dump in the eggs therefore creating life before your very eyes. So you let your creations free onto their new home. To create it the way they want it.
Makes you wish we were all sea monkeys; or at least it's made me feel that way. For the past couple days I've stared at my tiny creations and it just puzzles me on why no one else can ever stay that pure...that innocent...to keep such an angelic nature like these delicate little creatures. I mean have you seen them?!
All they do is just....swim. They are free. They are pure. No sin upon them; they just live the life that they were made to do. Swim. That's it. I love the feeling of being in water. It makes me feel that same way. Makes me feel safe, pure, turns me back into the little girl again playing for hours in the tub with my barbies, baby dolls, hot wheels (LOL), it makes ME the innocent one again.
Sea monkeys...I never would have thought such a simple thing could make my mind go off in a direction like this. It truly does show that it is the simple things in life that matter the most. That make the most sense. That makes you....you.
Makes you wish we were all sea monkeys; or at least it's made me feel that way. For the past couple days I've stared at my tiny creations and it just puzzles me on why no one else can ever stay that pure...that innocent...to keep such an angelic nature like these delicate little creatures. I mean have you seen them?!
All they do is just....swim. They are free. They are pure. No sin upon them; they just live the life that they were made to do. Swim. That's it. I love the feeling of being in water. It makes me feel that same way. Makes me feel safe, pure, turns me back into the little girl again playing for hours in the tub with my barbies, baby dolls, hot wheels (LOL), it makes ME the innocent one again.
Sea monkeys...I never would have thought such a simple thing could make my mind go off in a direction like this. It truly does show that it is the simple things in life that matter the most. That make the most sense. That makes you....you.
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